I know I don't matter.

I know I don't matter, this thing is like an open diary to people who have found it through relevant things. I don't expect anyone to give shit. I know you all think I'm pathetic.

I don't want to do it.

I don't want to do it.

I don't want to do it.

I'm crying so hard I can hardly breathe, I can't stop moving, I don't know what to do.

I need to do it, it's the only way this feeling will go away.

I don't want to do it.

I don't want to do it.

Please Annie just don't do it.

Don't do it.

Fuck, don't do it.