meh.

I cba to write much, I'm down.

I always thinks it's cheesy when people say things like this, but this song represents how I feel.

I'm a person, everyone else is a person. I feel like I'm stuck in this room, in this mind set... I feel like nothing can really change it. I'm claustrophobic, stuck in this room, but the room is the whole of the Earth.

The music as well, it's busy, there's a lot around me, it's all going at a fast pace, but I'm stuck. I'm a person standing still with my own constant thoughts and fears while the world carries on rushing by around me.

On a more general point- I ate way too much today. Maybe 300/400. With my metabolism, it will put me WAY up. And I've decided, I'm doing this so I can look good for James. He was drunk when he met me, he's seen me naked (fucking weird), but I don't think he remembers it that well. We're getting on really well, I don't want him to be let down.