Firstly, just like everyone else I want to lose weight.
I made a friend on PT who lives quite near me. She's in the year below me and is joining my college next year. Super weird to find someone from this area on that site, it's pretty small... But year, me and her are gonna be doing a diet/fasting thing together and i'm pretty confident about it. Starting tomorrow.
At the end of last term I signed up for e-counselling at college and one of the women emailed me back saying she was the person who did e-couselling but she was leaving and that she would make sure whoever the person starting this year is contacts me. I hope she doesn't forget, I'd like to hear what they say, it might give me a bit of an understanding of why i'm such a tit.
The third thing thats gonna change is me telling people stuff. I don't really tell people anything anyway, but I need to make sure that under no condition should I let anything slip. E.g. I was talking to my friend the other night and told her how I felt about college and how I felt about my looks and I really wish I hadn't. She fucks off if she knows I have a problem, she said if she knows i'm not happy, she feels pressured that i'm suddenly her problem and that she can no longer be friends with me. That's why she's only a friend to piss about with, even though she's my best friend. I wish I didn't say anything :/.
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