Saturday, 1 January 2011

Depth.

When I say this, you probably won't be able to tell if i'm being hypocritical or not, unless you've experienced being me. And i'm the only person who can do that... Or you could just take my word for it, but you might not understand my word.
My pages about a fear of life and a view of the world from me pretty much explain it though.
Everyone tries to put out that they're a deep and genuine person, but you never know if thats just who they're trying to put across, or if it's them. People put facebook status's with these comments that try to make them seem deep. Some work, and others just make the person just look like a tit. But the ones that work, you can't tell what they really think or if the words are their own.
Coming from me, I'd say I have more depth than a lot of people. It's because I care too much about tiny things, because I'm careful and because I think way too much. When I say 'deep', I don't mean i'm an amazing person. I just mean my thoughts aren't simple, and I go over all the possibilities.
The point i'm trying to say is that if someone is deep and thinks about things other than just the 'normal' things, would it not change the way they live life?
The people that post things on facebook, they may say those things, but in their day to day life they are just the same as everyone else. They're happy, open to everything, and their life doesn't change. But in my life because I spend so much time thinking about possibilities, and reasons behind reasons that I have too much anxiety and paranoia which makes life so hard.
Maybe there is just different types of depth. Like a positive way and a negative way, or sometimes both... Or maybe i'm just crazy.

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