O.O

Frickin weird mood. And whoever thought of 'I before E, except after C' is a tit, that shiz aint tru.

Today I have haaad... about 250 cals... That's 2 biscuits, 2 hot chocolates, some grapes, and lettuce and cucumber with a bit of salad cream. Ew but whatever.

My mood... I hate talking about 'cutting' like saying that word and stuff but whatever, I did that. But I wasn't thaat pissed off or upset, I was but not majorly. Then I was listening to Hadouken! loudly like actually in a sort of good mood, but feeling shit at the same time.

I had an uber shit day, could not wait to leave, would've left early but I felt like I shouldn't miss both the last philosophy lessons before the exam, cause I'm shit. Generally shit day, but with a good-ish thing that makes me sound sad, sort of/maybe/depends who you are/though I'm probably the only person reading this.

I feel like I'm craving something that I hate. I don't like being in big groups of people or with people I don't know well, but I feel like I need to go out with a lot of people and get sehr drunk. Emphasis on the drunk though, I'd die if I was sober. But yeah I just havn't seen people in ages cause I managed to kick them out my life myself, yay me!

I don't understand my brain/ mind, it's a spack.

I need something exciting or good to happen, I'm so bored. But I can't think of a way I'm gonna let myself get into situations where something good is likely to happen.

Doubt this thing makes any sense at all but I cba to read it.

I'd like to do the screaming at the top on the common thing right now.

+ summat I'm gonna do, get a box with a lock and put private stuff in there and write on the top of it 'DO NOT OPEN THIS, IT WOULD BE VERY DISRESPECTFUL.' like just in case I die... You never know, you could die anywhere any moment. And I hate being out thinking about what people would have to look through in my room after I died.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.