Whoever designed everyones bodies, i hate you.

I wish food didn't matter.

I was doing well with not eating much, only eating vegetables n shit, I couldn't lose weight anymore. I asked random places if it would be worth eating more for a few days so my metabolism speeds up, because that's what people were suggesting. Yesterday and today I ate more than normal, maybe 3 times the amount, 600/700 maybe? Felt so horrible and weird to do, fuck knows why I did, and all that happened in those 2 days is that I've blown up and swear down I'm twice the size that I was. Fuck what any health expert person says, I'm gonna go back to how I was and hope it just gets better. So fucking frustrated, there's nothing I can do about it, I just gotta look like this. I don't know what to do.